I'M TOTALLY PISSED WITH MY BOYFRIEND & MUM!
I'M SO TOTALLY PISSED WITH HEIQAL & MY MUM. WHY CAN'T WE JUST GO AHEAD WITH THE PLAN OF PAINTING THE HOUSE?! I WAS SOO LOOKING FORWARD TO A NEW LOOK FOR MY HOUSE FOR THIS COMING RAYA. I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT SHE'S THINKING. IT'S NOT MY HOUSE ANYWAY. I'M MOVING OUT AS SOON AS I GET MARRIED. SHE USED TO TELL ME TO GET MARRIED QUICKLY AND BERAMBOS! STILL REMEMBER THOSE WORDS ESPECIALLY WHEN SHE SAID THAT EVERYTIME SHE'S ANGRY! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW ABOUT HEIQAL? HE'S SUCH A JERK! HE MADE ME STAYED UP TILL MIDNIGHT JUST TO WAIT FOR HIS FUCKING PHONECALL JUST BECAUSE HIS FUCKING HANDPHONE LINE WAS CUT OFF! LUCKILY HE CALLED THIS MORNING BUT I'M STILL PISSED OFF AT HIM. HE DIDN'T GIVE ME A CHANCE TO HAVE A PROPER CONVERSATION WITH HIM! CAN'T HE JUST GIVE ME A PROPER LOCATION OF WHERE TO MEET LATER?!!!
WELL, HE STILL DUNO THAT THE PAINTING HOUSE PLAN WAS TOTALLY OFF NOW. WILL TELL HIM LATER WHEN WE MEET. HE GOT HIMSELF TO BLAME FOR NOT HAVING A PROPER CONVERSATION WITH ME JUST BECAUSE HE IS SOO BUSY IN CAMP. HOW BUSY CAN YOU GET? IF YOU CAN RELIEVE YOURSELF, WHY NOT CALL ME?!!!
I SOUND LIKE A BITCH SCOLDING THE TWO PEOPLE I LOVE HERE. I NEVER GET THINGS OUT OF MY CHEST. KEPT EVERYTHING INSIDE. NEVER EVEN ARGUED BACK. JUST NEED A CHANNEL TO LET EVERYTHING OUT. HOPE THAT THE REST OF THE DAY WILL BE FINE. JUST GOT MY SEPTEMBER PAY! WILL BE GOING SHOPPING LATER FOR MY RAYA STUFF COS I DUN LIKE DOING LAST MINUTE SHOPPING. GOT TO ENJOY AND PAMPER MYSELF AFTER A BAD DAY YESTERDAY AND A BAD START THIS MORNING.....CIAOZ
Herni [I`m in love.] 9:24 AM
