I know its a bit late but better late than never. Selamat Hari Raya to all my family & friends. First of all, I would like to seek forgiveness for any wrongdoings or my words which causes hurt to anyone. Halalkan makan minum ye...
Just came back from lunch with Rozi at Comtech. I'm feeling very full and bloated. Been drinking a lot of water. Anyway, today I'm at work. Nothing special has happened yet. Today is not the first day I started working. I came to work last Friday. That day was not at all fantastic. Its already that I have to work when I'm still in the festive mood cos got some reports which can't be delayed. I even cried in the office. It was an embarrassing moment.
I tried not to think of the problems I'm having at home. If you ask me, this was the worst Raya I've ever had. But I tried not to think about it that much. I don't want to get involved. I've been getting asthma attacks quite often recently and I wouldn't want to worsen the condition by being stress. I tried to talk to Heiqal about this, not for help, but for advices on what should I do as the eldest child. I want to know what he would do if he were in my position. But you see the outcome is unfavourable to me.
I've thought about it alot. And I just want to run. Run away from all my problems. Forget about them. They will be gone on their own. It works cos I had a great time on Sunday. I met Heiqal to go out with his army friends to his Encik home. A wonderful time indeed as Heiqal and I managed to spend time together after that. We ate at Secret Recipe. He cut his hair. So sexy. Hehehe.
He's in Tekung now. I'm gonna miss him all over again. Maybe we are going out this coming Sunday. This coming Saturday, will be going out with my girlfriends for Raya! So looking forward for it. Till then I guess. Will write here again soon.
Herni [I`m in love.] 1:25 PM
