Thursday, February 23, 2006
Goodbye My Lover
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
Quote of the day:
May the wind always be on your back and the sun upon your face and may the winds of destiny carry you off to dance with the stars.
I've been feeling kinda down. Maybe it is just pms or maybe it is because it's been 3 days since i've heard from him. How is he getting along? Is he well? Does he think of me too? Many questions left unanswered. I just found out that he did not call home too. His father had gone to KL for soccer and there is no guy figure at his home till Sunday. Everybody misses him. But I can confidently say that I miss him the most. The song above describes us the most. The only difference is that we are still deeply in love. Like the song says, I'll be hollow without him. He completes me. I'm nothing without him. And vice versa.
The American Idol this season produces some of the better lot compared to the previous seasons. This is true for the girls so far. I've yet to watch the guys perform. Tonight they will perform their first on screen. Rozi's brother had met with a motorbike accident yesterday evening. Alhamdullilah he is alright except for some fractures. These expressways can be fatal when accidents involving motorbike riders happens. Luckily, the car behind him managed to stop on time. Accidents after accidents makes me think twice of getting the license next month. Maybe I'll just settle for the car license for now. Heiqal would be back tomorrow. I really can't wait for Saturday to meet him. I love him very much.
Herni [I`m in love.] 3:32 PM
